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I have lots to say in this post. There are too much ups and downs before and during my journey in the land of Bali. If you are lazy to read, just skip the first two paragraphs. I have been struggling for the past 4 months to prepare for my professional exam in July. I studied day and night non-stop for 4 months. It's been the toughest and the most challenging period of my life so far. I even thought of giving up sometimes, because I was physically and emotionally exhausted. If you ask me, do I regret for picking up MBBS? I would say, sometimes yes but I feel proud of what I have learned. This is my inner conflict. I sacrificed my health for my studies. I had gastric problems on and off for 1 month, followed by indigestion and constipation. I know I shouldn't do this, but I don't want my 2 years of hard work just wasted like this. I told myself, 'no matter what's the outcome, at least you tried'. I don't want to regret in the future. I want no more 'I co