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3rd year.

My 3rd year of medical student life coming to an end. My end of year exam is less than 3 weeks away. Since early this month, my daily routine is going to school, coming back home, study, nap, eat, return to study again, sleep and repeat. Until one point of time, I felt really depressing and did not know the purpose of studying anymore. I know you would say study more is for my own knowledge and for my patient's benefit. I knew all these. I have heard it n times in my life. I know what should I do but I just don't feel like doing it. Now. I was passionate to become a doctor before I entering medical school or I would say before I started clinical phase. For your information, my first two years were all about theory. We have to study to make sure we pass our exam. That is the minimum requirement to enter clinical phase. I was so excited when I knew I was about to begin my new life in hospital. In clinical phase, we have to attend to hospital everyday for bedside teaching. Mea

Food in Bali

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This post is dedicated to those food lovers (you know who you are, erhmm). It's definitely not a dream if you plan to have a food trip in Bali. The food in Bali is cheap. I won't say it's super cheap but definitely cheaper than Malaysia. I meant only those food in cafe/ warung. My advice is don't simply consume any street food. It would spoil your mood if you have food poisoning.  *don't read this at night. It will stimulate your appetite hehehe. Are you ready?  1. Pawon Pasundan We ordered:  a) Two set of lunch (Rp 55,000 each).  Their set lunch come with a soup which tasted weird to me because it had a sweet taste. I prefer salty soup. I like the chicken in my set.  b) Flying gurame/ flying fish (Rp 63,000) Not bad but nothing special to me. They just cut the fish and fried it into a flying fish pattern. c) Pepper tofu (Rp 24,000) I like this dish the most. The tofu is soft but the skin of tofu is crispy. They sprinkled some fried min

Bali 4D3N RM1000

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I have lots to say in this post. There are too much ups and downs before and during my journey in the land of Bali. If you are lazy to read, just skip the first two paragraphs. I have been struggling for the past 4 months to prepare for my professional exam in July. I studied day and night non-stop for 4 months. It's been the toughest and the most challenging period of my life so far. I even thought of giving up sometimes, because I was physically and emotionally exhausted. If you ask me, do I regret for picking up MBBS? I would say, sometimes yes but I feel proud of what I have learned. This is my inner conflict. I sacrificed my health for my studies. I had gastric problems on and off for 1 month, followed by indigestion and constipation. I know I shouldn't do this, but I don't want my 2 years of hard work just wasted like this. I told myself, 'no matter what's the outcome, at least you tried'. I don't want to regret in the future. I want no more 'I co